Why me?

I turned up to my first tap lesson in the new town today and there was no one there and all the lights were off.
I'm always that wazzock - the one that turns up for the event a day late or some stupid thing like that. I was the child that would get up on a Saturday and put her school uniform on.
I'm home now and did a bit of tap from the ol' Youtube before getting seriously transfixed watching the Syncopated Ladies. They're amazing